Hey ladies and gents!
I wanted to share a little something personal. I’ve been going through some changes in my body; I feel like I’m always bloated and not quite not sure if it has anything to do with the cyst. I have yet to confirm if my diagnose is Endo but I can truly see a big change in my body.
I was in my car after a shoot and I started crying. I’ve been working out since 2009, not missing out one day so that I can always deliver beautiful clothing and content. But also for me and the type of lifestyle I want to live. I know this may sound vain, but feeling like my jeans don’t fit is not my version of a perfect ending to a shoot. Listen, this has nothing to do about weight – if you are comfortable in your skin, and happy with the way you look, I applaud you! You are beautiful in any size. It is all about self love. And so for me, I’m just use to looking a certain way, so it has been a bit of a switch up and adjusting to these new body changes that I did not want. So that is where my frustration comes into play. But I know I have to change my perspective and to stay positive.
If you guys know of anything I can do for bloating please let me know. I’m not eating as much, so I’m not sure if this is contributing to cause but it’s been a few weeks now. I went for a colonic which helped in the beginning but I’m right back to feeling and looking bloated. The feeling I have is so uncomfortable 🙁
I used to take Flat tummy tea back in the days and it would help but I know this has so much to do with my cyst. It’s about 4cm right now. The good news is that I’m going to a different doctor this week for a second consultation so hopefully I will get some good news.
I wanted to just share how I’ve been feeling. Some days I wake up and I want to conquer the world, other days I just feel so down, but I have to really remain positive. This is a temporary situation and soon I will feel like myself. I will start eating normal again and my belly won’t feel like I have a baby inside lol.
Although this is more of a personal blog, I’m still going to share a look and some links for you to shop that I hope you girls will enjoy.
Sharing this fun look from a few months ago. I’m rocking Vintage shorts from Levis, Silver booties (Must have) & Blazer from Kyrz’s Closet. It’s all about silver boots or booties this season. I’m so fascinated by this trend. Almost every designer is offering a version of mirrored silver boots. They are so much fun to style. You can style them with velvet, denim, a cool dress, even leather. I purchased mine from Forever21, but if your in splurging mode Chanel has the perfect ones for you.Hope you guys enjoy the look and Thanks for letting me share a little bit of my personal side.
Safe weekend everyone! xo, K