I have to admit, I’ve been living with fear the past two weeks. I’m in fear of so many things, like the changes happening with my body due to chemo. I’ve come to accept the changes, but it has been extremely hard adjusting. But going through the process I know I’m healing for the better. I keep thinking about the positive outcome; my hair will be new, my skin will glow again, the pain will be gone, and the long nights will pass. I have to seek within my own strength because my strength is what keeps me moving forward. Fear is a feeling; a state of mind that CAN be changed. I myself have to change that fear into Faith. We live in a world were Faith is hidden. We tend to cover up our faith because we live in a time where religious morals is almost frowned upon now. And so, I told myself I have to let go of the old me and trust that Gods plan is perfect and his will.
I guess you can say I’m my own hero, along with prayer and faith- I will overcome this battle. I have so much to be thankful for and so overwhelmed by everyones well wishes. You guys are constantly sending me messages and get well packages. The amount of love from my family and friends is more than I could ever ask for. I will always be thankful.
With that being said, let’s chat a bit about fashion! I know you guys really loved this looked when I first posted it on my IG. The jacket is from Forever 21, and the top is from Vicidolls (yes I’m still rocking over the shoulder tops because I absolutely love them). You can switch the jacket up and style it with a more casual look, with sneakers or pumps as I did in the pic. I’m really trying to get super creative with my looks now that I don’t have the same flexibility I had before. I’m hoping to shoot more indoors as well : )
Hope you guys enjoy the post and this look and remember, FEAR cannot defeat us when we have faith 😉
Have a great day dolls!