Coffee Break + Duster look

Today Im sharing my recent #lotd , but this blog is dedicated to something more on the personal level of my career.
As you guys know I opened an online boutique in 2016 it has transformed to something I am beyond grateful for. It has definitely transitioned a bit since it’s beginnings, But nonetheless its a been a success.
This year the plan was to travel to different cities and do pop ups. Unfortunately, as I shared my journey, my life took a turn unexpectedly. Even though we still manage to avenge a great amount of orders a week, when we post new items right now the consistency is not coming through as expected. I can’t shoot merchandise weekly and this is hurting Kyrzscloset. We have employees to pay, a location we pay rent, and utilities. Everything is a bill at the end of the day. In order to shop for new pieces we reinvest all the earnings and that is how a business keeps moving.
The fact I lost so much weight has been a burden. I get tired so easily shooting multiple looks and even wearing high heels is such a pain to the point I’ve lost balance and have fallen quite a few times. Lol funny stuff …
We have tried models and that didn’t work. 🙁 you guys respond so much better with me modeling the clothes. However, even if I were to style the models, it has become too much for me as well.
I have given it some thought and I think it’s time to put the boutique on a pause. I’m not sure what the future holds and though this breaks my heart, I will try my best to keep positive and regain as much strength back. Most good days consist of positivity and a good mindset but on bad days I can’t even think. Therefore, some time off is due to come back and be able to provide my business much more attention and love.
We will continue posting the new merchandise that’s left and eventually think of some sales. We invested a lot of money in merchandise back in January and we can’t have it all sit in a warehouse when I know it can have homes with all of you 😉.
Another personal decision I made was to postpone my trip to Italy which was scheduled for June 4th. I booked this trip back in November with hopes of having my 2 tumors removed by then. Unfortunately, we even had to change chemo several times and going for clinical trials. Italy was that “I made it” trip but little did I know chemo would suck my life away. I was smart enough to book with an agency, btw he is amazing Gabriel Travel the owner is Albert. I got insurance on the trip so I didn’t lose money invested on the trip.
I recently saw some Instastories of my fellow blogger Andrea Marie and she went to Positano and she was saying because of the curve highways there is a lot of waking u must do which not good for me 🙁 They only recommend a carry on because that’s how much walking u have to do and limited transport. I love getting feedback like this because imagine spending so much money on a trip you might not even enjoy. Let’s be realistic, right now is bad timing for a lot of things. I’m an illusionist who still thinks she can do it all and fly.
Not to mention I’m in the hospital weekly taking fluids out my stomach and lungs this just recently started to happening to me again. 🙁 so no flying for now.
I’m heartbroken guys, everything I work so hard for is now slipping my hands and though I’m fighting with all my heart it’s still so hard. As far as blogging, I’m thankful I still get work, not like 15 campaigns a month but Quality campaigns that pay and know my worth.
As for me I’m trying to be more spiritual closer to God. I’m trying to pray constantly, trying to be less on my phone, spending time with my family, and hoping to be okay soon! Sitting pretty and waiting on my miracle.
Thank you all for the amazing support to my boutique these past years and the unlimited support on my blog. This is just a little break. I will continue blogging and still work with brands I truly believe in. It’s not so time consuming as I always create my content ahead of time.
For now let’s focus on my health and the rest God will provide. I’ll travel the world next year lol
Xo, k    

Wearing Kimono, Sunglasses, & Bracelets Free People Jeans Citizen of Humanities T-shirt Vici Dolls Handbag Cult Gaia Shoes old (sorry ladies)  









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    Jeniffer Lee
    May 23, 2018 at 6:37 pm

    Kyrzayda… God will deliver. Keep trusting in him. We appreciate you keeping us in the loop because we love you. Your work speaks for itself and things will pick back up. I feel it. I sense it. There’s a song I want you ton listen to when you get a chance… Play it whenever you’re feeling down and even while you’re in the hospital it’s called
    Don’t Worry ( Spontaneous Worship) by William Matthews

    Trust me it will put you in good spirits I promise.

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      Lakissian Ross
      May 24, 2018 at 10:47 am

      God is merciful father and miracles happen everyday ,continue to pray and I will stand and pray with you and trust in him.This is only a distraction this will be a testimony.You were meant to create beautiful things and that’s purpose so …We will wait on your story and the awesomeness you bring stay focused on God has the last say K.

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    Miriam Reid
    May 23, 2018 at 6:43 pm

    My dearest kyrzayda, although I have said this before, this time around, this is my favorite post. Why? Because I felt the emotion in a different way. Your beauty inside supersedes over everything going on on the outside. Though we know you get tired, as should be expected, your motivation is inspiring beyond words. You have taught me so much and though I still may struggle I keep going. We all have a story to tell it’s up to us how we tell it. I can’t express enough how thankful I am to be a part of watching how you tell your story. Love you and may your fight continue to gain the strength you need to keep going 💜😉

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    May 23, 2018 at 7:52 pm

    Kryzada, we love you so much beautiful! Everyday I look for your posts! We love you beautiful and will continue to praying for your healing…in Jesus name 🤗💕

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    May 23, 2018 at 9:01 pm

    I’m so sorry you feel all you worked for slipping away. I know the feeling. Two years ago I was managing a team of 16 and had an office on Walk Street. I lost my job and was diagnosed with breast cancer in October. Luckily, I was early stage and am now cancer free after chemo and surgery. Cancer is scary in any stage and form. I truly hope you get the miracle you are seeking and deserve.

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    May 23, 2018 at 9:29 pm

    Praying for your strength and healing. Focus on your healing and your family. Everything else will fall into place when you’re ready to return to your normal everyday life. God bless you. Your strength and passion inspires me.

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    May 23, 2018 at 9:38 pm

    God will let you know where everything is going to be ! Keep the faith ,,stay strong ,don’t look back ,just ahead !!!

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    May 23, 2018 at 9:41 pm

    Praying for you! God sees you in this trial and will comfort you when you need Him. His timing is perfect and you will know it when you are ready to return to full speed.💝

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    Jaye Rose
    May 23, 2018 at 9:46 pm

    And I’ll be sitting pretty with you as God delivers our miracles! ✨

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    Gucci E
    May 23, 2018 at 9:49 pm

    Please hang in there beautiful! God is on the throne! I wish you a quick recovery. Praying for you! 💕💕💕

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    May 23, 2018 at 10:07 pm

    You are a blessing and living testimony to everyone who is fighting cancer and to those who have loved ones fighting the illness. I don’t know you, but I pray that you are healed. You have a beautiful spirit and outlook on life and that is major for this battle. I will continue to lift you in my prayers. FCK cancer!

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    May 23, 2018 at 10:11 pm

    Bella: eres una inspiración. Orando por ti 🙏🏼

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    May 23, 2018 at 10:20 pm

    The God who watches over you never sleeps nor slumbers. Be encouraged. HE is holding you!

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    May 23, 2018 at 10:21 pm

    So transparent and inspiring as always. Thank you for sharing such personal experiences with us. You’ll get through this and come back stronger than ever! I too have a dream of starting a boutique and your ability to push through and keep yours going as long as you have really shows me I have no excuse. Thanks for inspiring us, and I hope you the feel the appreciation and support back. Praying for you!

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    Laurie Browne
    May 23, 2018 at 10:28 pm

    I pray God heals you and you will be Cancer Free. We all love you and wish you the best. Please know you are not alone in your fight!!!

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    May 23, 2018 at 11:23 pm

    My sister 14 months old, my Irish black twin, 48yrs old diagnosed with rare aggressive cancer same time as you. In my mind, you are a inspirational friend that’s made me help to see you evolve. Why you, why my sister. God makes no mistakes. Easier sad than accpect. I’ve prayed a pray of healing cure, and a prayer of peace during both of you’s fight. I love you, we love you as fans! You’ve made a foot print in the world. XO

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    Moana Leilua
    May 24, 2018 at 1:14 am

    Praying for healing xx

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    May 24, 2018 at 2:32 am

    I hope for a speedy recovery Kyrzayda!! Keep your faith. I will pray for you

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    May 24, 2018 at 7:04 am

    I have been waiting for you to announce this break to concentrate on you. This is what God has been waiting for as well…he has you in His hands.🙏🏾 Sending vibes of healing and love and support.

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    Valeria Handy
    May 24, 2018 at 7:09 am

    Many kudos to you for your faith and belief. I am praying with you. You have truly been an inspiration to me and many others. Thank you for selflessly sharing your amazing insight and your journey. It is time for you to dedicate time to you and your family. Take care of you so that you can regain your strength and be back doing what you love. Much love beautiful one.

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    May 24, 2018 at 7:16 am

    I pray for healing and strength to your full body and mind. You are strong and wise. Thank you for sharing your blog is such and inspiration.

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    May 24, 2018 at 7:36 am

    You have the most beautiful spirit. I will continue to ask for your healing but for peace and joy along the journey.

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    May 24, 2018 at 8:38 am

    Kryzada, you mean so much to God. I pray that all your needs will be met. I especially pray that healing and miracles continue to take place in you and in your home. I hope this faith story inspires and transforms you lovely!

    Many many blessings to you.

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    May 24, 2018 at 8:48 am

    Hi Kyrz! I’ve been following you for a couple of years now and I just wanted to tell that you’re like a role model to me ! You are an outfits genius , I love how you style everything and pose so effortlessly. Ever since I was 19 up till this day (22) you never stopped to amaze me!
    Keep going girl 🙌🏾
    All the love and support from Belgium 🇧🇪 !

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    May 24, 2018 at 9:33 am

    Continuous prayers. I don’t know you personally, but I know you are such an inspiration. You are surrounded by so much love and prayers. God is with you. Thank you for being so transparent. Take this time for you and your family. Sending you light and love.

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    May 24, 2018 at 10:24 am

    Kyrzada, there are so many people that love you and are rooting for you. Please know my family and
    so many others are praying for you❤️#restoration

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    May 24, 2018 at 10:28 am

    Praying for you!!! Take this time to rest and know that God will restore all that the enemy stole from you! 💜🌟

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    Jamillah Lamb
    May 24, 2018 at 10:30 am

    You are beautiful inside and out. Even when you’re struggling your spirit is Amazing!

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    Juanita H.
    May 24, 2018 at 10:45 am

    Hope your burdens are feeling lighter,
    And each day is a little bit brighter.
    With warm wishes
    This just comes to say,
    That I hope you’re feeling better
    with each and every day.

    Comfy jammies, cozy bed,
    big soft pillow for your head.
    Worry not, the world can wait
    take your time and recuperate.

    I’m praying for your strength to become stronger, and 100% complete healing. Thank you for sharing your journey.

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    Gemma Flanders
    May 24, 2018 at 12:02 pm

    I don’t know if you will read this but…
    I just think you are freakin awesome. Don’t ever compromise your look by using models. It’s YOU that sells your brand.
    Stay strong and understand we all need breaks some times. Health is the most important thing in life xxx
    Sending you love and please know I look forward to each post you write and your beautiful style. I look at your pictures then hit up the shops!!! XxxX

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    May 24, 2018 at 12:22 pm

    This breaks my heart but I have faith you will come back stronger. I have over 10 years of ecommerce merchandising experience and would be more than willing to provide pro bono help to execute strategies to get rid of inventory in the most cost effective way. Sending lots of love your way and will definitely keep you in my prayers ♥️!

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    May 24, 2018 at 12:42 pm

    Heyyy Kryzada praying that God keep you covered and rid your body of cancer. It sucks that you have to pause your life and it feels like everything you worked so hard for is slipping away. But we don’t want to miss Kryzada and your health is 1st priority. Let’s take care of self and rest so that your body can fight this hard fight. We got you and will patiently wait for your strong comback… Much Love

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    May 24, 2018 at 1:57 pm

    You’re very courageous, inspiring, strong and very beautiful. I pray that God continues to give you the strength and the courage to continue this fight!
    With God’s grace you will fight through this💖

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    Ewa Macherowska
    May 24, 2018 at 2:23 pm

    Amazing look! x

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    May 24, 2018 at 3:27 pm

    You have a beautiful soul!! God is here to protect you and yes this shall pass too! Take the time to rest and gain energy! Sending you positive vibes! ❤️ I have been following for a while and we are all so proud of how strong you have been through all this! Con Dios!

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    Terry knight
    May 24, 2018 at 3:36 pm

    You are such a beautiful woman with a beautiful soul…. May the Lord heal you, may He provide comfort to you and your family during this trying times… And may He continue blessing you

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    May 24, 2018 at 9:01 pm

    Keep shining you are a fighter and God is taking care of you.
    Keep looking up at the sun and continue to rise
    Lots of love 💕

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    May 24, 2018 at 10:48 pm

    To the beautiful Kyrzayda,

    I thank God that He is turning things around. I know you will be well, I will believe nothing else. You inspire so many of us. Your strength, your untouchable sense of style, your kindness shows me how real God is. He is showing us all that nothing of this world can stop our greatness. NOTHING! God’s grace is greater than any illness and I thank Him for the miracle He will be revealing through you.

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    May 24, 2018 at 11:45 pm

    What a rough and tough time you are going through. You say you are getting closer to God. If you ask for guidance and strength it will be provided. Sometimes not in the way you expect. Stay close to your family and friends because those who love you can be the light in the dark. I think it’s so eye opening and courageous that you share your story so openly. It’s not to often bloggers share hard times. Thank you for your bravery, Being sincere, and fighting the tough battle many fight behind closed doors in public.
    God Bless You!
    We understand.

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    Sahony Natasha
    May 25, 2018 at 7:33 am

    Praying for you love. Todo a su tiempo. 2 Corinthians 12:9-10

    xo. SN |

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    Brandy Walton
    May 25, 2018 at 11:11 pm

    Seems I can hear the sadness in your story! Many times you hear people say many positive things but you just feel so low…BUT God literally has something major for you in store! It’s actually already began! See your ability to breath & praise His name is FUEL! Now allow all of us to see you continue to praise Him as though you are healed already! Your story is for all of us… Your name is now know as the cute lady that kept pressing on… the cute lady the fought like crazy…Let your mind & body rest so we can get ready for the new fresh you!…I’m just a fan that loves you for no reason at all….just because I CAN!!!! BE BLESSED! #YouDontPrayAlone

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    May 26, 2018 at 12:22 am

    I’m all the way from the Caribbean and you are phenomenal. Your work, your strength your heart all beautifully unmatched. The courage you exhibit is inspirational and I pray Yahweh fights on your behalf. His promises are real. He will prosper you. He will never forsake you. He loves you amd you are his.

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    May 26, 2018 at 10:07 am

    We love you Kyrz!!

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    May 26, 2018 at 2:17 pm

    You inspire us to remain faithful! Nothing but love and prayers beautiful!

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    May 28, 2018 at 11:23 pm

    I am praying for you!!! God bless you 👼 I wish you all the best and believe you will be well soon ❤️❤️❤️

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    May 30, 2018 at 11:00 pm

    Just started following you, saw an old picture that drew my attention because of your photos. Reading this post my heart aches for you because i know the feeling of not trying to go into the why me. Just know ppl are praying for you. Praying for your strength, peace, and healing. I know God is able to do all things above more than we can imagine. We never understand the path that he leads us down but trusting in him you realize that if he allowed it in your life he knew that you were strong enough to handle it and he already worked it out. He is using you even when you don’t understand why you have to fight this fight. There is a purpose for your pain. When you are weak his is strong. Please don’t lose your light take care of yourself.

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    June 1, 2018 at 11:41 am

    Out here praying for you, love you so much. One of my biggest motivators when i started blogging <3
    Please do take care of yourself, its whats most important.

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    June 5, 2018 at 6:44 pm

    You are so inspiring I have never met you but by Gods grace you will be taking all the trips that your heart desires. Stay strong and all my love ❤️ May God continue to bless you….

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    June 5, 2018 at 9:49 pm

    Xoxoxoxo you are in my daily prayers and in my heart ❤️, God is your light, stay in the light Beautiful

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    June 5, 2018 at 10:28 pm

    Praying you supernatural healing with energy to boot. I’m truly inspired by your strength and pure transparency . God is able.

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    June 5, 2018 at 11:58 pm

    Jehovah will sustain you. Keep putting all your trust in Jehovah and do not give up. Please take a look at this article. I hope this helps💕 With love xo

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    Taurie Small
    June 6, 2018 at 3:37 am

    Praying for you sweetie. I met you once at NYFW…and we almost worked together on a clothing campaign. You weren’t able to make it. Get well soon, so we can bump into each other and snap more selfies at NYFW…❤️🙏🏽

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    Little Pampu
    June 6, 2018 at 11:19 am

    Luv, your spirit is strong and you will find a way to make this entire journey into something even bigger than your current success. If I was one of your close friends, I would try and find a way to bring pieces of Italy to you until you can travel. Although, you have to look out for your health and making tough decisions, you are smart and sending positive vibes that when you start feeling better – you visit every place you’ve wanted to visit.

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    June 8, 2018 at 7:05 am

    My prayers for your Miracle Healing are constant 🙏🏿

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    June 16, 2018 at 12:31 am

    This truly breaks my heart. Father God only you have the power to restore this woman. Better than she ever was before. Kyrz, you will be restored in Jesus’ name. Uplifting you in constant prayer.

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    Sheri Thomas
    June 16, 2018 at 10:41 am

    The Most High God will provide your every need. In the darkest of hour when you feel there is no hope He will answer your prayer, I believe in the name of His son Jesus Christ Amen. May God continue to heal you. Xo

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    June 19, 2018 at 2:42 am

    God will let you know where everything is going to be ! Keep the faith ,,stay strong ,don’t look back ,just ahead !!!

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