IM BACKKK ! I know it’s been a while, welcome.
I wanted to stop by and chat a bit on everything that’s been going on with me. I always try to update my IG Fam but didn’t want to neglect my readers as well.
It’s now been 7 months of my battle with Cancer, and I must admit these past months have been the most overwhelming. My body is struggling with accumulation of fluids both in my stomach and lungs. Every week I’m at the hospital removing these liquids because of the tumors I have in my ovaries. I also had to fight a small pneumonia, and sometimes it’s a combination of everything which always makes it worse.
My chemo once again has changed and the plan is now to start radiation. I literally have no energy to even think of photos nor be on the phone. I have just been feeling lost with all that’s on my plate.
The fact I’m not gaining any weight worries me because I feel tired all the time. My weight before cancer was 125 now I’m at 91 pounds. I lost all my muscle mass making it hard for me to find clothes that fit.
I felt fortunate last week, I had TWO good dayS. Omg it felt good to eat, walk, do errands, and even some shopping. It also allowed me to meet with Geri and snap photos of some outfits… oh yeah! Blessed.
Although I’m still trying to find inspiration in all of this, It’s hard so hard. I usually look forward to summer to do things I really love like gym, beach, vacation. But I obviously can’t enjoy as much due to all of my current conditions. I was so independent and now I hardly drive my new car 😞
I’m trying to look at the bright side of everything. “Be positive (Kyrz) I’m still alive and fighting.” I have an amazing support system, my family & friends are the bomb. Even though I’m stepping aside for a bit work wise, I feel totally blessed to be able to still get up and get dressed. I’m always thankful for the support you guys give me as well and that’s why I continue to post my looks. I don’t want cancer to be the reason I stop feeling beautiful, I refuse to let cancer win. Most importantly having faith in God that in his time, my miracle will come. In this same platform I hope to share the news how I won the battle but for now let’s just keep praying and fighting.